It's raining.

Oddly enough, the rain makes me feel good. Don’t get me wrong now, I’m a huge fan of great weather and everything but when it rains, it just makes the sunshine something to look forward to, you know? For example let’s look at it like this: No matter how dark the sky gets, or how hard the thunder/lightening clashes, the sun will come out. It may not be tomorrow as Anne suggested, or the next day or the day after that. But, the sun WILL come out, and that’s good enough for me. So it symbolizes that no matter how bad off life may become for you, sooner or later things will get better. That’s why I like the rain. That’s why it makes me smile, silly init?

Generally, I’m a pessimist. But it’s something about the rain…

I went to a John Mayer concert for Josh’s birthday. It was literally on his birthday. He’s thirteen now, and thinks that he’s ‘big pimpin’. Those are my words, not his. The concert was amazing. I'm pretty sure that I had more fun than the boy did. Just imagine yourself laying back in the grass [we had lawn seats] and taking in the fresh air as the John Mayer's voice fills your ears. The whole grass and fresh air thing is seriously saying alot, considering I'm a 'recluse' as Mahoganey [the best friend] puts it. Seriously it was just fantastic. I’d never really realized how much of a Mayer fan I was until he broke out with, ‘No Such Thing’. Everyone knows that one. ‘I want to run through the halls of the high school. I want to scream at the top of my lungs. I just found out that there’s no such thing as a real world…’ Yeah, it goes like that for the most part. xD So, I’m fifteen and this was my first concert. Tell me; Do the performers always sound better than they do on CD, or was that just a onetime thing?

Oh, yes. I’m back again. For those of you who’ve actually read my previous blogs, you know that I’ve been locked up at my grandparent’s house for about a month now. Anywho, they [my parents] came to get me for the WEEKEND, and well… I’m back. And not to mention heartbroken. Not once did anyone mention coming back, I went into a short rage. A tamper, if you will. I mean, I love my grandparents as much as the next person, maybe even more… but I want to spend my summer with friends. Go to parties, sleepovers. Damn it, even CHURCH.

{sigh} Whoa is me? I shall take a moment to wallow in my self pity. ;[ It’s almost seven in the morning and I haven’t slept a wink. This is as sad as it gets.

Guess who's back.

Wow. It's been a while since I last posted on here, and really there's no explanation for it. I mean, I've been locked up at my grandparent's house for the past three weeks with nothing but a computer and a direct tv cable box. And, as you could have guessed, I've been on the computer for at least eighteen hours a day. The rest of the time I'm either sleeping or eating. You'd think that with the summer here and teenagers/children out of school, that cable companies would actually play worthwile programs. Hah, well that's what I thought would happen anyway.

So, after three weeks, I've successfully joined about one hundred online communities including; imvu, maplestory, habbohotel, secondlife, and goonzu. I've also downloaded paint shop pro, and tried my hand at making graphics. Obviously, that hand is retarded. Actually, I made two decent graphics. Here's one and here is the other. Uhm. I've also created two new role-play sites and worked on my characters a bit. Basically, that's all I've done with my life. Ohh, and I've also started working out on the daily basis. [Commercial breaks during the O.C.]

The only thing I watch on tv, is the O.C at one and five on soapnet. And of course, almost everything on adult swim. I asked this one kid on imvu if he watch adult swim, and he said; "Nah, I hate it. It makes fun of all the stuff that I like,". Originally, I was going to use the question as a conversation starter but after that I answer, I was sort of like; "Well than... this is sort of awkward..."
Hah, good times.

Anyway, I feel like coding. So, I'm going to try my hand at creating a layout for my journal. Wish me luck. ^^I would leave you guys out with a song, but imeem is only giving me thirty second samples today. Sorry, loves.